Deep Breathes

I will be okay tonight. It will be difficult having to deal with all the babies and the insenstive relatives, but I will survive. If anyone says anything just walk away. Busy yourself with helping in the kitchen, cleaning up after people. Don't stare at the babies. Don't take it personal when everyone just wants to talk about their kids. And most of all, don't cry. Wait until we are in the car on the way home...the hour long drive will be long enough to cry it all out.

I hope everyone has a good holiday:) Sending wishes to all that this will be our last holiday season without our own little ones. Next year I will expect many photos of babies dressed like elves, or of happy pregnant women next to Christmas trees or menorahs:)