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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Are you kidding me?

Seriously? Is there some sick joke that is being played on me? Where the hell are the hidden cameras? Am I being punked?

I was feeling so much better because only one of the two newborns in my family showed up tonight....but then the kicker walked in. A hugely pregnant belly. Its my cousin's girlfriend....SURPRISE! What the fuck? She looks like she is about 5 months along, why the hell didn't someone warn me? Were they holding it back just so they could see the look on my face? Watch my heart break? I am done. DONE! Christmas is officially canceled. There will be no more holidays celebrated until we have a child. I cannot handle this anymore. I sobbed the entire way home and am still trying to hold back the tears.

4 comments:

Meinsideout said...

I am sorry you had a rough night - I hope today is better.

A Baby Peach said...

Holy shit....that's messed up! I am so sorry :( I know nothing can be said to make you feel better, but I'm thinking of you. :(

shocks said...

So sorry you had to go thru that!! This is so unfair and I just don't understand it! I really hope the rest of your weekend goes better!

April said...

:( so sorry! i don't know why people don't think to tell us these things. it doesn't make any sense.

**big hugs**