New month

And a new 2ww. That's right, I am ovulating and going in for IUI#3 tomorrow. After a lot of thought I decided it would be best to go ahead with another treatment cycle this month. I am going to try my hardest to not get too hopeful and I think that might help with the disappointment if it doesn't work.

I did do something I have never done before, I actually took a picture of the smiley b/c I was so happy to see it. I also spent the morning with our niece (the one for yesterday's post) and actually enjoyed myself. Some of our friends are supposed to be coming by this afternoon with their boy (who is super cute!) and I am amazingly looking forward to spending time with the kid. I know, right? Aren't you surprised? I don't know what it is....maybe I am actually starting to move past the sadness of being around kids. Or maybe it was just the smiley today that made me hopeful:) Whichever, I am going to embrace it and milk it for all its worth.