I was going to gush on and on about all the emotions I feel when thinking about dealing with Thanksgiving tomorrow, Hanukkah and Christmas soon, etc. But all I really have to say about it is that it just sucks. It feels so unfair. It hurts. It hurts b/c I am so jealous when I see the joy in a mother's eyes when they see a smile on their child's face. I don't want to be jealous, but I am.
And that is why it sucks.
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Amen Sista! So true, I agree whole heatedly. All I can say is that I am JEALOUS... OH SO JEALOUS!!! When the heck is it our turn?
IF can be sooo flippin hard during the holidays and you are so right, it is not fair. I hope next year and next years holiday season is much different for you and much happier!
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ICLW. I am sorry that the holidays are bringing such pain. I agree that they can be so hard when you are struggling with IF. I hope next year things are different for you!
I know what you mean. (((HUGS)))
I am praying that by same time next year, things have taken a turn for the better!
I have been there, too. I am so sorry that the holiday season brings pain for you, too.
I hope you get the experience of seeing the joy on your child's face--sooner rather than later.
Hugs. ICLW
It really is a hard time of the year. I hope you can find some comfort in knowing that there are others on the same journey working through similar emotions. Here from ICLW.
I really didn't think the holidays would get me down.....but, oh, did they ever.
I hope you were able to enjoy your turkey!
Yup!
So true...I have those same feelings and it sucks so much!
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