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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Surprisingly Not Sad

That is how I feel today....and yesterday. I am surprised by this because this is the time of the month (the 2 weeks between getting AF and being hopeful that all the BDing worked) that I am typically quite depressed. I'm not sure what it is, but I am going to try and keep this feeling as long as I can.

Contrary to what others might think, I actually used to be a happy person, and I have been trying really hard to find that happy person inside and bring her back out.

2 comments:

M. said...

I hope you find the happy person-- she's definitely in there for all of us. This is so f-ing hard. I'm sorry you're sad. Sending you happy vibes :)

amy said...

hey! i didn't know you had a blog! anyways, Jim's sort of put the 'halt' on my painting plans. thanks for the offer and in time i might take you up on it. but, i hope rather that you WON'T be able to and there will be a sweet bun in your oven instead. i'll keep you guys in my prayers.