11dpIUI#4

And still nothing. I don't even feel PMS-ish yet, which is a bit odd. I am still going to try very hard not to test until Saturday. Right now the only thing keeping me from testing is the fact that the only HPTs I have at home are the digital ones (which came free with a pack of digital OPKs) and I don't want to waste them. If I had cheapys I would use them, I have no will power.

At work we are doing some planning for next fall, which I find depressing b/c I had high hopes that I would be on maternity leave then. On the other hand, there is still a chance that I might be off for part of fall (fingers crossed!), and I am just evil enough that I am thinking about planning huge programs that will need to get taken over by one of my co-irkers if I do get pg:) Mwwahhhahhaahh! I don't even feel that badly b/c they always 'work from home' b/c of 'childcare issues' and I get stuck covering everything.

On the subject of work, I have been thinking a lot about what we will do when we finally have a kid. I really want to stay at home, but with our current mortgage and student loans it is just not possible. We have talked about putting our house on the market if/when I do get pg and just waiting to see what happens. But I love our house, and where we live. But, I would love to be at home with a child much more...I wish we were independently wealthy:) But who doesn't?