Still Sick!

I am starting to feel a bit better, but am still sick:( I feel really guilty about taking off of work, I stayed home yesterday and only went in for a half day today.

I used to feel even worse about using up sick/vacation days b/c I thought I was taking away time I could spend on maternity leave (we don't technically have paid maternity leave, we have to save up our sick/vacation time), but the past nearly two years of waiting has made me realize that I can no longer plan my life around 'when'. If I need a day off, or am not feeling well, screw it, I'm staying home.

And since the likelihood of us having conceived naturally this month is less than 1% I went ahead and dyed my hair tonight. Just the box kind, but I am sick of looking at the gray streak in the middle of my part. I guess I have IF to thank for that:)