I couldn't get my mind off of the damn pee sticks today. My dilemma is that I don't want to waste them b/c they are so expensive, so I did it, I went to the Dollar Tree. I bought 10! I felt kind of scared at the check-out, like when you were 14 years old buying tampons. Then I realized that the dollar store clerk probably sees a ton of teenagers buying these, and in comparison she probably didn't think twice when she saw me.
And, I did it. I POAS at 11dpIUI and of course it was a BFN. I know that it is a bit early and there is still hope, but it still stung. Knowing that most of the hope is lost I let myself have a junk food dinner and a nice hot bath. I have been avoiding baths in the 2ww (hot+egg does not = implantation), but man, do I love a nice hot bath.
Another sucky thing about all this, is that I will probably being Oing next month when I am supposed to be out of town. Why doesn't anything ever work as planned?
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That sucks! I'm still holding out hope as it is early. As soon as I got my negative beta, I hit the red wine. A girl's got to make herself feel better :)
Sorry about the BFN. Something about testing early even when you know it will be a BFN, it still stings. Glad you enjoyed the bath.
Andrea - it is so hard to resist the power of the pee stick.
It is early - I am sure you know all about girls who get bfps much later - I am still hoping for you.
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