I think we need a break. I know we just started treatments and our odds are not very high, so I shouldn't get so down, but I can't help it. I am also feeling really shitty about the way I look after gaining 10 'infertile' lbs this past year. During the 2ww I allow myself to not worry about what I eat, in case I might be pg...which has not helped the waistline at all.
So, I think this month might we another kind of 'ww' month, a weight watchers month. I will also have to do an HSG this month and DH needs to schedule another SA...I guess we will focus on those things. Also, our house needs some love. We bought it in January and have had two major floods in our basement since, but have spent very little time trying to fix it.
I just feel that IF puts everything in my life on hold and once those two happy lines show up the clock will start again. I think I need to put IF on hold this month and let everything keep going, which will hopefully include my sanity.
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I know what you mean about IF putting your life on hold. Everything else takes a backseat. I'm sorry to hear you are feeling down.
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