It looks like the next 8 months are really gonna suck. One of DH's sisters (he has 3) called to tell us she is 5 weeks pg. His whole family knows about our IF, and while I know they really do care and try to be sensitive, they are not very good at it. I often get the feeling that they think I just need to chill out, think positive and quite worrying b/c we are young and have time.
DH talked to her, apparently she was nervous to tell him. We have a lot of family stuff to do this weekend, so I am glad they told us before then, I can't even imagine the look I would have given had they told us in person at the party.
It just really sucks. All of DH's sisters have kids and I just really want it to be our turn. Actually I feel like it WAS our turn and we are being cheated out of it. FUCK!!!! I cried so hard last night that my eyes are still puffy. I look like I went out on a bender last night.
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I know it's frustrating to feel like the rest of the world is progressing while you're standing still. I only have a few relatives who are of child bearing age and when there was the most recent pregnancy I had a similar breakdown. For a brief time things were pretty ugly in our house.
I'm so sorry, hon. I know too well how much that sucks. I really hope you can get through the weekend of family stuff. Hang in there. It will get better. : )
I'm so sorry! I'm in the same boat as you...I'm the only one that doesn't have kids and it sucks! When everyone talks about their kids, talk about your dogs! They're your babies aren't they?!
I hope you are able to get thru the family stuff unscathed! Keep your head up!
:( I'm sorry
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